Didja miss me?

So, where the hell have I been?  Truly I can’t tell you where I’ve been since I last posted… Busy, stressed, ill, tired, frustrated, all those things.

Been working through a lot of stuff in therapy and it seems to be working, slowly but surely!

My weight… where was I???  If I remember correctly, I’ve actually pretty much stayed the same.  I weighed in this morning at 95.8KG.  Been more serious the last couple of days with the program - just want the weight OFF and I don’t want to be in the SAME position this time next year.

 It’s funny, the end of the year always brings a lot of reflection.  There are a lot of things I wish to change.  Things I will change.  I refuse to be in the same position next year.  I refuse to have the same struggles.  No, next year is going to be THE year I get my shit together (Take II - since I did that several years back for a while).  Weight off, stop smoking, job which doesn’t consume all my energy, paid what I’m worth… all of that I will have next year.  I’m learning to focus, to pay attention to myself, to love myself, to concentrate on the good things that I have and the good things I will achieve.

I want to thank Helen and Amanda for still coming around here, even though I wasn’t posting!  Much appreciated!!

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