No money - Shopping Anyway
So last night as I was working out I felt pretty pathetic about my actual workout gear.
I have no sports-bra, which I desperately need, considering the melons that have grown out of my chest.
I have no roomy t-shirts to wear, no sports/workout shirts.
My Nike lycra shorts are about 3 sizes too small, totally stretched out and has holes that grow each time I put them on. Not to mention… I wore them painting the last time we worked in the house, so there are paint spots on them.
So, I put on a pink supportive bra, that I thought would do the trick, a small-strapped tee that I normally wear to bed, my hole-y shorts, a pair of black socks turned grayish that also had holes in them, and my adidas running shoes that are still in pretty good shape, considering I was all good intentions and no action when I bought them.
I’m ready to be serious about this. It doesn’t really matter what you wear I suppose… but you know how it feels to be fat AND be in sloppy, ill-fitting clothing while you are trying to actually do something about it???
I decided this morning I would “buy” new workout clothes online where I know I can make a couple monthly payments. I bought sports bras, workoutpants and a cuddly sweatshirt hoodie. I know I could have waited, but why should I?? I plan on going OUT and walking as well… I can’t wear ill-fitting clothes then, can I? Isn’t it embarrassing enough to go out with my body the way it is, just to the supermarket or work?
R took pics of me this morning. Ugh. I’m so disgusted. I’m glad he sees me differently than I do.
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